Monday, July 26, 2021

Why God is giving pain only to me?

Many a times we find ourselves in different challenges that block our mind to think what exactly gone wrong, what point it had gone wrong. A series of unbearable challenges surround you like never before.

Last year August 2020 i had gone through the same phase.

My father attained divinity, consoling my mother we tried to get back to routine. Right after two weeks my whole family was detected Covid 19, my house was marked as containment zone locking us for 40 days inside our house, my house was sealed with two policemen monitoring our apartment floor regularly. Me and my wife recovered only to see my 6year old son battle Multiple immunity syndrome (M I S) also commonly known as post covid illness. It was a nightmare for 2months as he was in ICU for sometime, on steroids for 3weeks thankfully recovered by 2nd week of November. As November ended i understood that i was not considered for promotion in my office even after good rating. For once i felt that God is not there for us, for that matter God is nowhere. Couldn’t find anyone who can pacify my family.

This is life and it sucks big time. That cascading effect of one trouble after other is horrible mental pain but yes we have to survive, we have to survive for our family, for our dependents, for our self dignity. Any extreme step at this stage will not remove problem, it will bring more pain to our family.

So what you have to do is “face your life” let the pain is isolated to you. As we isolate ourselves when we are affected with coronavirus isolate your pain don’t transit. Your dependents will see hope, happiness in your smile. Your smile will lit them to stand and “move on”. 

Remember that YOU can create a positive influence. That positivity is divine, that positive ambience is sanctum. 

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